What are we doing?

January 3rd, 2004

Some thoughts preceding and as a result of a conversation over drinks, with my colleagues, yesterday:

  1. I hold the opinion we live in a totalitarian, fascist state for the first time since 1945. I do so because we are living under a government that does not reflect the last election results, and because I notice measures arising which curb the freedom of choice for the invidual.

  2. Of which I deem the tobacco law, effective from January 1st onwards, to be the worst so far. That we think a smoker should not be permitted to cause damage to others I both understand and second, as a nonsmoker (having smoked for fifteen years, before). But that, in doing so, we banish the smoking compartment, and the smoking spaces in many office buildings, I find fascist, beyond patronizing. To my mind, each individual should be allowed to destroy his or her own life, provided he or she does no detriment to others in doing so. That, moreover, we place smoking columns in railway stations to group the smokers there, I find blatantly nazist, because it stigmatizes those smokers as being a distasteful section of the population. What was it, again? 'Wer dieses Zeichen trägt ist ein Feind unseres Volkes'? The logical next step is a glider train destined for Auschwitz-Birkenau.

    That that decision has been taken in a democratic way by a democracy, does not make the decision itself less fascist. Hitler came to power in a democratic way. Democracies, history teaches us, are well capable of creepingly finishing themselves.

  3. If I would vote strategically, I would not vote PvdA (Labour), but SP (Socialist Party), because, due to its polarizing character, within our ever stronger polarizing society it stands a much bigger chance of realizing parts of the leftist ideas I adhere to. But I don't vote strategically, I vote clearly: I download all party programs, read and compare them, and vote for the leader of the party sporting the program I would like to see implemented. That, so far, is the PvdA and therefore, last time over, was Wouter Bos.


I only, by the by, write down these thoughts to be rid of them, not to instigate a broad social discussion; I namely do not wish to hold that at all. I wish to be left alone. For two days already, I've answered my phone as little as possible, call noone and do not venture outside, because I'm depressed, angry, and afraid of the future, and am disgusted by society and my fellow man. Call it a springtime dip.